2002-09-28 - 6:05 p.m.

I knew I couldn't last a month.

I cried for the first time here. I was listening to Jeff Buckley's cover of Leonard Cohen's Hallelujah, and it got to that Holy Dove part, and I just lost it.

I should have picked the selection by planet Vulcan's own John Cale instead.

I'm such a fuckin' wussie. Yeah, I miss the (ex).